Lost in Space

Hi everyone💕
I know it's been awhile since I last blogged. You're probably hoping for great news that I'm feeling wonderful. Well, I'm not. The best thing so far has been school which I now do online. I love it💚 I joined the newspaper club and I'm actually writing my first article on my journey. I also got my permit so be careful! I turned sixteen and had a double party with my little sister. I got everything I wanted because I didn't really ask for anything😊
So how have I been feeling?
Lousy
Tired
Scared
Bleh
Stressed
These would all describe me perfectly at this point.
I'm ready to go back to the me before cancer, the me who was always playing basketball. I miss that me and all the friends and teammates I had then. Now I'm stuck without the person I thought was my best friend, friends that have very strict parents, a friend who is very social, a friend who lives close to me but I never see and my cousin who functions as one of my best friends.
Sometimes I can't wait to get out of this town and other times I miss the things I grew up with that I lost when I transferred schools. All my classmates from elementary school, we were like a small group of not great friends but good enough that we had each others backs and shared memories. I miss them and all our fun and reckless times.

I still haven't figured out my wish. I want it to be something big, not some shopping spree or room makeover. It has to be fun and meaningful. Any assistance would be nice.



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