Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Lost in Space

Hi everyone💕
I know it's been awhile since I last blogged. You're probably hoping for great news that I'm feeling wonderful. Well, I'm not. The best thing so far has been school which I now do online. I love it💚 I joined the newspaper club and I'm actually writing my first article on my journey. I also got my permit so be careful! I turned sixteen and had a double party with my little sister. I got everything I wanted because I didn't really ask for anything😊
So how have I been feeling?
These would all describe me perfectly at this point.
I'm ready to go back to the me before cancer, the me who was always playing basketball. I miss that me and all the friends and teammates I had then. Now I'm stuck without the person I thought was my best friend, friends that very strict parents, a friend who is very social, a friend who lives close to me but I never see and my cousin who functions as one of my best friends.
Sometimes I can't wait to get out of this town and other times I miss the things I grew up with that I lost when I transferred schools. All my classmates from elementary school, we were like a small group of not great friends but good enough that we had each others backs and shared memories. I miss them and all our fun and reckless times.

I still haven't figured out my wish. I want it to be something big, not some shopping spree or room makeover. It has to be fun and meaningful. Any assistance would be nice.